I still don't know
The hard truth is that I still don’t know. You will never know because it is not necessary to know everything. As a kid, I lost both my uncle, who was like a second father to me and my grandma in just a few years. This devastated me. Making me stress out about the smallest of things. Like going to school, taking a test, or going to a party. I was constantly walking on my toes trying to please everyone and everything. After a few years, I started to realize that this wasn’t something my uncle and grandma would want me to feel. They wanted me to go on and make them proud. To leave behind something within people. Just like they left a lot of love and knowledge within me.
So this journey began. A journey both inward and outward. Getting to know me and experiencing the beauty of living. As well as sharing this with the world. At first just to do it, but that has evolved into doing it to help others.